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I feel the need to point out that everyone replying to this thread has acted appropriately and tried to help. In fact, the immediate problem has been identified (two disks are inaccessible and the pool is RAIDZ1).
You cannot expect to ask for help and not be told where you went wrong. In this case, particularly, it could've been easily avoided. Can it be easily recovered? That's uncertain. You need at least one of the disks to work. "It makes the drive bay light green" falls far short from what is needed, but gives you clues as to what is actually wrong. There are guides on the forum and elsewhere that would help you with this process and I'll let someone who is not on mobile link them in.
Blaming it on FreeNAS or its community is immature and wrong. Hardware failures, particularly disk failures, are commonplace. Allan Jude's phrase "Your disks are plotting against you" is not a children's fairy tale, but a tongue-in-cheek statement about the unreliability of storage media.
Please do show this thread to anyone who's thinking of coming to the forums. It has a number of users being helpful and trying to work with you to get this solved.
We understand that you're in a stressful situation and having a hard time. Therefore I'm going to politely ask you to take a step back, maybe have a colleague go through the thread with you, and take its advice to heart. We all have tough moments that can cloud our judgement.
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By the way, don't go violently moving drives until you're absolutely certain that they are dead and you need a miracle.